Natalia's birth story late but now done

July 15, 2008,
Morning I went to my 39 week appointment I was 39 weeks and 6 days, I told my doctor that I was still not really feeling any contractions, and my back was killing me, he said lets look into an inducion date, he got on the computer and said tomorrow morning be here at 6 am. By the was I was still at 2 and high.
I went to lunch after that and enjoyed telling the boys their sister would be born soon. Dan fixed dinner that night and I made sure my bags where ready and in the van.

July 16, 2008
early morning
I drove myself to the hospital because I knew I would't be driving for some time. 6 am I was checking in at l and d. they checked me and I was 3 to four and low. so they started the meds and I was stuck laying there, I still was not in much pain and the boys where there with me not understanding what was going on. Then it was time for Daniel and Niakali to go to school and so Dan's mom took them and Dan stayed with me. when she got back I was 5 and low and I was getting the epi so she could not bring Tony in. It took them over 45 mins to get the epi in and then that was after they had to try to get it in like 6 times and lest I was not in bad pain yet. About 1 pm they broke my water. about 5 pm I was in bad pain and felt like I needed to push but the doctor was was doing a c-secn so I couldn't push and my obgyn walked and told my nurse to not let me push. at 535 I had to push I would not wait any longer and after 3 pushes not even 3 sets of three just three pushes Natalia was here, she weighted 7 lbs and 10 ounces. 17 1/2 inches long. born at 5:40 pm on July 16, 2008.

mad at gmail

this morning I have been trying to check my gmail and it wont go in it so I can't check my mail. I am very upset because I have bills to pay and the links for them are in my email. well I may change e-mail provider before this day is over, I do have a road runner acount through my cable provider so I need to start sending bills to it.

Natalia was wide awake at 3 this morning

I got woke up at 3 am to Natalia talking and playing in her crib, I got to move her to her room soon I just can not do it and Dan is pushing for it but I have a fear something will happen to her if I do move her. I need sleep. She is a loud baby.

Natalia's nine month doctor appointment

Natalia is nine months and bigger than any of my other kids where at that age, she is 27 pounds and 26 inches long.Time is going too fast.

Pics of the kids

Here is some picks of the kids Asher is the one in blue he is my sister's son and is 7 years old now and smart as smart can be. the one on the horse is from chuckie cheese yesterday and then just a few from Easter and time with Asher

well I am coming closer to Natalia's first birthday

Natalia is 9 months already. That means in in less than three months she will be a year, time is going to fast. She is getting so big I will know how big Monday at her 9 month appointment. She loves food she tried to take a piece of my pizza yesterday and loved it. She had fun at Chuckie Cheese yesterday. Time goes to fast and then to think that if I would not have gone to my woman check up I may have found out about the pre cancer cells after they would have turned to cancer. I just hope to live a long life and be able to watch my kids grow up and become men and a lady. I know that my kids know I love them lots. Well I will post more later I have kids getting off the bus soon.

I have been realy hard on Dan lately

Dan does a lot around the house but hardly helps with Natalia, well Sunday morning I was cooking food for the boys and Dan and Natalia was hungry well I ask Dan to feed her and he didn't want to well I went off telling him he needs to help with her. He did end up feeding her and changing her but I should have to yell to get him to do it. I know it is hard with the four kids and my medical stuff but when I am in the Hospital he will have all four so a little more will help him get ready for that day that is coming soon

well pre cancer cells are evil

on March 12th I had my pap done like two weeks ago I got a call from my gyn, well her number was on my caller id and so I called her back knowing what was going to be said, she was not in office so I left a message and waited for her call phone tag what fun, well I got her call and it was what I thought pre cancer cells are back and just around the two year mark of the last time, so now May 7th I go in for the colposcopy and biopsy. Also I have asked to just get the hysterectomy done with so I don't have to go through this again, I know that is a big thing but most of the ladies on my mom's side of the family has had cevixal cancer so I want to stop this now before it becomes my turn